You have honestly no idea what you just did just killed me inside. I no longer know how to express how i actually feel.

MY ZENG PEI CI SO PRETTY HEHE.

PROPOSAL KIDS RULE.

Went out with the proposal babies today whoo~
Today was fun, they were all quite siao siao today, gonna miss them so much when school starts sigh. And i didnt get to finish writing my notes:( ugh dammit.
And i got myself into a mess when i reached home. sigh, why am i constantly getting myself into this mess. Its seriously unfair. And i think i always have to tolerate people's temper and stuff. Sigh, one day this is all gonna blow up and make me go insane:/ Sometimes keeping too much to myself isn't exactly a good thing either. It just drives me insane that's all.

cheh, okay, enough of complaining. Back to my theory work! BYE!

I miss fmo planning stage with these people! :(

IM GONNA MISS THIS SO SO MUCH. BEST EXPERIENCE EVER.

YESTERDAY WAS ONE OF THE BEST DAYS FOR ME EVER. BEST EVER EXPERIENCE FOR ME. 

It was the end of planning of fmo and freshmen orientation day 2. We did our best and made this year fmo a success and an enjoyable one for each and every one of us. During the planning stage, although we were scolded by the excos for this and that quite many times, but i can honestly say that i really enjoyed the whole process of this planning stage and execution of the freshmen orientation 2013/14. 

OH AND HOW I LOVE THE TAGS MADE BY THE PUBLICITY DEPARTMENT. THANK YOU PUBBIES FOR THE WONDERFUL TAGS! AND THE GAMES CREATED BY THE GAMES DEPARTMENT. MOUSE HUNT AND THE JINGLE. SO CUTE HEHE. AND LOGISTICS DEPARTMENT. THANK YOU FOR THE STAGE CREWS, CROWD CONTROLS AND ALLOWING THE PROCESS TO FLOW SO SMOOTHLY. AND LASTLY THE PROPOSAL BABIES. THANK YOU FOR ALLOWING ME TO ENJOY THIS PROCESS WITH YOU'ALL. I REALLY ENJOYED THE TIMES WE HAD TOGETHER(EVEN DURING THE SCOLDING PROCESS) ALL FOR ONE AND ONE FOR ALL.

HAHA and it was like how we all carried our bags together for the whole day just to ensure that we did things all as one big FAMILY! 

OH and yesterday when we had our last debrief with our own department excos. EXCOS THANK YOU FOR THE WONDERFUL PHOTO FRAME AND THE LETTER/NOTE. It was a really heartwarming session yesterday with all of you around! :D THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. EVEN THE SCOLDINGS! 

And we all stayed behind yesterday to take group photos oh i love that atmosphere and that bonding so so much! :D 

YO CEYING! 

ALL EXCOS AND PLANNERS AS ONE

Proposal Babies! 

I LOVE MY PROPOSAL BABIES. :D

BEST MEMORIES CREATED TONIGHT. I LOVE MY PROPOSAL BABIES. :D

I can only say. SIGH.

Sigh. Today was a ohkayyyy day i guess. One, it was fun because we did the dry run of fmo today. And went around to look for cardboard together with my twin! And then ohyes the proposal is finally completed and approved yay.

Sigh. However all i feel is a sense of injustice and it honestly sucks. It feels as though i have been left hanging suddenly and now have no where else to go and i dont know what to feel or do anymore. Sigh. All i feel is that one whole month of hardwork and deprived sleep has been wasted totally.
AND I LOVE MY WENDELYN A LOT COS SHE IS LIKE MY TWIN OMG. SHE TOTALLY THINKS THE SAME WAY AS ME. MY TWIN. the only thing that makes us different is that i will keep everything to myself while she will say everything she feels out.

Sigh. Idk what else to say already:/ gonna go home now and try to sleep these horrible feelings away!
GOODNIGHT.