LETS GO.

Need to complete lots of work by today! LEGGO! LETS DO IT.

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logged into weibo after so long and the first post i see is this! OMG LUOZHIXIANGGGG:)
He played the piano and the guitar for tonight's concert omg! He should have played the piano during his concert in Singapore too! :( AHWELL, its wonderful that his concert was a success tonight! :) i cant wait to see him again in Singapore! 【2013.05.11羅志祥舞極限演唱會北京站-忍住】http://t.cn/zHvRhJl

Reality.

I need someone who won't give up on me, no matter how many times I mess up.  But actually there really isn't anyone like that right?  All we really have is only ourselves.  It's like how I don't exactly trust everyone but when I really trust someone, please don't make me regret it.  I rather feel the pain physically than to feel it emotionally.  I act as though nothing is wrong but trust me, I'm dying inside.  Do I need to get away from everyone so no one gets hurt in the end?  I really need to learn to be more independent, so when things happen, at least I won't feel so lost. like now. 

Went to gardens by the bay with the squash people today!  OHOH.
THANKS ARUN FOR THE TOBLERONE :) he got it for me just when I said I wanted it hehe.  Whoop whoop! Oh and sorry for stepping on your toes again:/ whoops:/

TUMBLRRRRRRRRRRR

TUMBLR-ED! :D
http://jellybeansruletheworld.tumblr.com/

I LOVE TUMBLR I LOVE MY ZHANGYUNJING AND SHOWLO:)

RAH RAH

Back!
I haven't been blogging recently, have been really busy with school work and projects! I'M ACTUALLY IN AN DILEMMA. i honestly don't know which one to choose. But i know that i need to let go of one of the activities, my schedule is honestly too packed to have time for myself:/  Either way, even if i choose one i still miss the other. :/ THIS IS LIFE ISN'T IT. about making tough decisions and only able to choose one of it in the end hoping that i wont regret my choice in the future. THIS. IS. REALITY.

okay, i had fun laughing away at squash and also during dinner at SweeChoon with Mandy and Jorren! OH and also our durian mousse at dessert bowl! :D
Time to upload pictures! :) OH AND THIS MADE MY DAY TOO. MY LOVE, ZHANGYUNJING:)
AH. and to end off, a rawr rawr picture of us! :D

OH HELLO! i have been really busy with school and tests so now im back! I havent got the chance to reach home early ever since poly started. But today i managed to reach home at 3! :) oh did i ever say before? I'm actually very envious of people who can sing really well. I wanna be able to sing well too. Jealous jealous jealous. OH AND I WANNA BE LIKE ZHANG YUN JING HEHE. i wanna learn the guitar! I honestly should go and make time to go for vocal lessons, guitar lessons and hopefully acting lessons! I WANNA BE A STAR WHOO! :D

Sigh, I'm so not motivated i actually need someone to push me to study:/ OMG CHERYL, you're just hopeless:/

I wish it was easier to say out sometimes how i actually feel. Then i wont feel so horrible inside now sigh. One day i will blow up because i have been keeping so much to myself its become a habit to tolerate others sigh.

Had a super full "dinner" with jorren and mandy just now at teh tarik. HAHAHA. AHWELL. I was actually feeling quite sian after the briefing just now but mandy managed to cheer me up by suddenly sending photos we camwhored today! :) shall upload it later! UGH. GOT TO RUSH OUT THEORY WORK BY TONIGHT AS USUAL. its gonna be a tiring late night!

funky colours ftw!

ultra big jackets!

ironman3 with the geeks!

backkkk! 

I guess now you're actually ignoring me because of our latest phone call right? There are actually somethings that i actually don't say out but that doesn't mean i don't bother about it. i just feel that you should actually know who is really nice to you and not take them for granted. Why be rude and mean to the one who actually treats you so super nice and care for you? i really don't understand you. And i really dislike being the one in the center. and therefore i decided that i have to take a side apparently. And in order for it to become better and less stressful and upsetting for both sides, i decided to be the bad person. And be the rude and cold one towards you. I'm guessing that you're gonna hate me for that but ahwell, i don't have a choice. 

AHWELL. coming back to today, I WENT TO WATCH IRONMAN3 AGAIN WITH THE FRIENDS! :) and went for squash after that hehe. Oh-yes, and media corp Romeo desmond koh and 

Took a photo with them hehe! i wanna be a media corp artiste too:(

Ohyes, HI Arun! Cheer up and be happy! :) Journey home with you is fun. but please! Stop kope-ing my phone and calling me a kid. :/ RAH.